"So did your studying pay off?"

March Block Tests are over now. School starts in approximately 9 hours but hey, who's counting?

I'm not gonna lie and say that i didn't study. I did, i definitely did. But i didn't study enough. The feeling sucks when you see the question and all you can think of is "shit! i know this but what....."

And the most sickening thing of all, is that when we already know that the paper was bad, some dare to say with pride and conviction that they will fail. And even worse, they ask you

"so how much of your studying paid off?"

I've drafted up a plan for the next nine weeks. It's not going to be very pretty but that's what term 2 is gonna be all about. Turbo-ing now is unreasonable and i don't intend on burning out by prelims. But let's make it realistic yeah.

I aim to complete revision of the Chemistry and Econs syllabus by June and mastery of the Maths syllabus by August. Let's keep Geography consistent yeah.

Fuck screw the term mug. I don't mug anymore. I'm studying. Because mugging just means memorising and reading without understanding. So what's the point? Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays are my studying days in school. No one is going to take me away from it. So what if it's A div season.

And there's just so many people i don't want to disappoint by Mid years. The most significant person being myself. One reason is that i don't mind taking my certificate and shaking hands with the Dragon Lady of education if it means that i'll get somewhere in life.

PW results coming up soon. Wonder when.